Friday, September 18, 2009

Here we go...

Welcome to my blog. I am going to cry, scream, laugh, complain, sob and question...and its ok because its my blog and its my little girl who has Leukemia. Yes, Leukemia...that disease that everyone hears but never envisions it happening to their own loved ones. Somehow my husband and oldest daughter will help me stand upright and my sweet littlest will keep me on my knees. I am ok with that today and tomorrow I will probably not be. All of the people here tell me thats perfectly normal.
Because it is midnight I am not going to write anything more. Also, because I am mentally spent and this day has gotten worse and worse. I will attempt to keep you all updated if you promise to pray. And I mean on your knees and sobbing, people...because thats the only way to feel how big this is and how big our God will be.