Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Not going to happen

What a joke. 24 oz of formula in this little girl? Its not going to happen. I struggled to get 14 in her ALL DAY only to have her throw up at 6pm? I'm not sure if I am up for this. I did notice the bathtub is a hot mess when I put Piper in to hose her off after her own formula shower so that's on the list to do before bed.

I keep thinking "if I just had a way to get it in her tummy without a syringe we would be OK"...uh, that's an NG tube Susanna. Oh well, we get the megace tomorrow and I am hoping that will help hugely. As of today I am less "tentatively hopeful" and more tentatively breaking down. (After cleaning the bathroom of course.) So if you are the praying sort, and Lord almighty why would anyone not be, start that praying. This is a doozy of an experience.


  1. I'm praying and will keep on praying. Praying for strength, praying for formula to stay down, praying for her appetite, praying for the megace to work, praying for healing.
    Love to you all,

  2. i remember this with jackson when he was a weee little thing..i will pray. it is HARD!